First session of the new decade:I/8/90 with John and Robert and

ROBERT: so we begin and so we shall begin. • Good Evening, Robert how are you?

JONATHAN: HI Jonathan!

ROBERT: • How are you?

JONATHAN: Well fine, we’ll fine we’re good, how are the other realms?

ROBERT: I see we’ve been busy, express expressing ourselves between many

JONATHAN: aspects between the two, little out of focus here, this really is going to be silly or whatever, but give me a moment, well as I was saying to you, we are doing well expressing myself on many aspects trying to understand and accomplish the many tasks that we set out to do, many aspects and the many parts of those aspects and yourself ? Getting better every day.

JONATHAN: You have done well experiencing what you need to experience, understanding what you need to understand and accomplish what you need to accomplish.

ROBERT: I feel on track now.

JONATHAN: Every day will get better. Remember what I said before to you one step at a time.

ROBERT: The last two days. It’s been quite wonderful.

JONATHAN: Looking at the situation sometimes to see just your perception of the situation colored by your attitude of the moment. Remove the attitude, your perception changes. It’s all in the game, feeling energy. and when one feels energy, one opens up and one becomes one with oneself. One opens up all one’s connections and understanding oneself, understanding the attributes of oneself, understanding one’s expression, how one does, how one believes in things, how one credits itself, how understanding oneself is like opening up, becoming that metamorphic entity that’s inside of becoming something to express oneself is open up one’s energy and future, becoming an expression of yourself understanding yourself, understanding changing yourself, understanding the flow of energy in yourself for only you can create yourself and only you can create your environment . But you alone, you alone create the goodness for essentially you are good, without difficulty you cannot accomplish many aspects you are. So, when we do go down to difficulty and say go away and become depressed because difficulty makes you better, difficulty expresses yourself, difficulty opens up new avenues, difficulty is your answer to further development. We want to evolve as creatures, we want to evolve as individuals, we evolve as entities. By undergoing difficulties, we open up all avenues of our selves and we learn to express ourselves and become one in totality, understanding the principles of totality, total expression, total understanding, the point that we bring but yet one day, you might accomplish aspect of totality, understanding the whole process, even those that are involved may not understand the total process. They may understand 90% of the process, the total process. That’s totality and we strive for that causing strife. Do we reach it? NO Why? Because totality is changing is all the time, as long as it’s changing, we are trying to reach it because we’re constantly changing what we are constantly creating because we can never know the total soul. Because the total is changing, we are expressing ourselves and the more and more avenues of spiritual development and the more we are expressing ourselves, the more we understand what we are. And then the whole aspect of the total being changes. But we are one, but we are in a constant state of flux, changing expressing ourselves in many ways flowing, Now, if I sit here, I see this flow of energy flow forth and that energy flow forth. And this has followed me, and that’s me, that’s me. But all of these are changing. So, whatever they change that’s still me. But my totality is constantly changing. So, my totality is constantly growing with you. Let’s say learning. Let’s have a ladder. You have this little ladder, we learn. We say to ourselves, this is the first step. So, I put my foot on the ladder, first step and balance myself. Then we go to the next step and balance ourselves, then we learn we go step by step. If we go too fast, we fall if you go too slow, we don’t accomplish anything. So, you need to find the space, the right precepting you have, the right flow that you decided. When you’re going through difficulty, you are not in the right space. You have to accept your difficulty. Say, 0K, this difficulty means this, I have to do this, or I don’t know what to do I have to call upon my energies to find the space of which I need to know. If I do that, my difficulty doesn’t seem to be difficult. It seems to be an opening. It seems to be a lotus flower becking to me and saying this is the pathway. This is the expression of yourself. This is what you are, open up express yourself, express yourself by following the pathway. Difficulty, open up avenues to get goals. Now sometimes we have a situation that we desire, but we don’t desire. The reason for the situation is we desire it because it produces some given thought. And at the same time, we don’t desire it because we have discomfort. So, we have a situation balanced between want and discomfort. Now, the idea is this difficulty comes about, so that what we want, and discomfort may need a middle meeting ground. And we have to decide at this point whether want or discomfort is important to us. Is it working? All right now, for instance now we have a situation and you’re in a situation. And let’s take your situation, you’re in a situation where you ae in a position where the reason you’re in this position is you needed some money to satisfy your physical needs. But at the same token, you wouldn’t, you felt quite a lot of discomfort because you’re in a situation that you really don’t want. Now, you have a medium ground, you’re making compromises all the time, and you’re accepting dozens. So, what happens is the stitch the discomfort comes, starts to grow to a point where it hits the medium point. So, this leaves you very little area for compromise. So, you get caught what this difficulty causes is a decision point, you have to make a decision. Because you have two opposites. And when one of these offers is growing to the point where it is causing discomfort to you, to the point that it pushes you off of the medium point or medium area. Then the extremes take center stage, so to speak. So, you have to decide what is more important to you? Do you want to undergo this comfort in order to get physical gain. Now, if you were to say well, physical goal is more important to me than that we’ll take the center stage. And the discomfort even though we’ll take the center stage. And the discomfort even though we’ll take the underlying value will be the underlying value, even though this discomfort may be causing you pain, because of the situation. Now, because this goal seems to take precedence because this is more important to you. But in your case, the opposite is true, because the scarpered was more important than the material gain. So, therefore, our situation had to be remedied because you had a conflict. And there was no medium ground anymore, it was a pop, it was a decision which one would want it. And of course, in this case, you take the highest energy point is that point in which the energies are your energies per se, flowing at the greatest pressure, Now, say you are in a situation, you’re in a situation where the energy is flowing by this what I mean is, on a basic level, we’re not talking so much about spiritual in per se, we’re talking about actually talking about its principal is the same, I guess, what we are talking about here is this we’re talking about a situation in which you have opposite pressures. Choose. One pressure has to exceed the other pressure. One has to be the prevalent pressure. And it doesn’t matter which one it is. Whatever is the prevalent pressure is exerted with the most velocity at that a particular point. And that is the one that unless you’re a person that is capable of retracting that pressure, you haven’t developed to that point as yet. But it is possible to retract the pressure and maintain soothing pressure. In other words, say for instance, you have difficulty. And the difficulty is headed to this point, it is possible to go inside of thyself. And with thyself, you can extract the pressure because, for instance, if you want a more even flow, it’s best not to have an extreme one way or another, in your case, where they have a conflict. And it petitioned that a conflict be created, in other words, it was your creation to have the conflict to resolve your inner feelings. Now, this conflict itself, you can retract this conflict and kind of coexist for a while but in reality, that would not be sound for this situation. Because there was too much conflict. So, you gave way to their greatest pressure, which was the normal thing to do. But it’s possible, you can resolve it in a different way, by going into yourself, and even though instead of undergoing this, you probably could have had it at a particular point in time anyway. There would not have been a personality conflict, there would not have been a crisis, but there may have been an opening on a more benevolent nature, if you can, instead of allowing your energies to flow at the weakest point and push forward. Pressure is the greatest at the point that it puts pressure against the weakest point. Now the situation and it doesn’t matter at this point, could have been resolved more easily, but another level and maybe some sort of arrangement could have been made, which could have been beneficial to you than it now. But at the same token with that benefit in analyzing your personality. It may have been difficult for you even though it was a benefit. I mean, for instance, if we said that through this situation, you got the benefit of at least having one or two days a week, but it still would have been aggravating to you. So, I think in your case, even though that may have been a more benevolent resolution of the problem, there seems to be this conflict within you. So, that the situation, the way it happened probably is best all-around your own particular vibration, if it was another personality, another solution may have been better than that. But in this case, this solution is probably better for you. But there have been several, several learning elements to this whole situation. Not only in your own aspect, but in others. Other people’s aspects are well. Everybody learns from the situation and s the whole key in getting self-knowledge. Now, why did we go through this experiment? Why? What do you think, why? For you to learn? Why did it for them to learn for you to learn? That’s what the experiment is all about. Now, what did you learn? That’s something you can tell me. I can tell you, but you have yourself. The thing is this, Alright? Every time, you learn something, it’s like, say, we take a little piece of that identity, we started peeling back slowly. Each time we peel back one layer we learn something. We learn what we are. We learn our shortcomings; we learn what are best points are. We also learn what we are about our many, many aspects. Also, by having you. By that what I mean is, we find out something, but that’s not only belongs to us. But it’s useful into whatever area we want to go. If I was writing a book, here, Okay and I was writing about this plant. And say I had an experience. I had a difficulty I dropped this plant. Now, what does this tell me? First of all, I felt that I have injured this plant. But I also felt that I was that plant, And I felt because if I felt that I injured the plant and I felt because if I felt that I injured the plant I also felt how the plant felt. Because I know how the plant felt inside. I would feel the same way if it was injured. So that if I was injured and I felt that way, the plant had to be injured and felt that way. So, I can experience both. So, experience you had an experience. Now what did the experienced give me, it gave me feeling. And I know how the plant feels. Would I know how the plant feels, if I didn’t injure the plant but the plant knows that I know that I know the plant cooperates with me. So, the plant is understanding my feeling and I am understanding the plant’s feelings. So, we are trading back and forth. So, we are experiencing one another. We are becoming one because we are understanding one another. So, what did I do? So, I write down my experiences. Then we write this down and send it to the publisher and they publish the book, Okay? We write down the experiences and we have a published book. Now then we come across this book is bought by this little old lady. She is about eighty- five years old, and she loves plants. So, she in turn is reading your book and she gets the experience of what happened to the poor plant. She feels it. So, she in turn experiences that and she experiences what the plant experiences also. So, what are you doing? You open up more avenues and someone else reads the book and they experience that’s it’s important to experience things in advance. People try to understand what you’re experiencing, and the flow of energy will continue and you in turn can express yourself in many, many ways. And you can express yourself not only for yourselves or satisfaction but full satisfaction of others. So, it’s important to experience the plant’s experience but to understand that but when we’re not only going to talk about the pain of the plant, what else did you discover? You discovered the pleasure of that plant, you discovered the pleasure of growing, you experience the pleasure of that with the pain. So, whatever discomfort you have, you also have pleasure, you have the whole essence in the joy of being the plant, the joy of being soil, the joy of living, the joy of understanding, the joy of being oneself, you have the essence of being totally in tune with this, this article, this being this living creature, you are experiencing life and there is nothing more important than experiencing life for life is flowing energy that exuberates all our entities, through all our experiences. The flow of energy is important, because we understand this plant is living, it is living a life. In its experience, life is not only experiencing one life. It experiences many lives at the same time Just like you say energy is totally experiencing itself. And it’s taking pleasure itself is trying to be what it needs to be. So, that it can understand and enjoy itself and the plant is experiencing in other areas the plant and everything around it in the soil is experiencing the plant and interchanging to change from one to the other. We experience all our aspects, all entities at the same aspect, same time. Anyway, now difficulty, we go back to difficulty. Okay, we’ll go back to difficulty. Now, if we didn’t have difficulty and we’ll go back to difficulty. Okay, we’ll go back to difficulty. We wouldn’t be aware of the entity. We would say OH! that’s just an object! I created all these objects. TheVre just I’ve done on my own, application of my own mental awareness has created these objects. When not experiencing life until difficulty comes along, because difficulty sort of upsets the apple cart, it makes your perception out of focus, it switches the chair so to speak, you know that game you used to play, musical chairs. Yeah! Same aspects, switch this scenery a bit and change the experience. Same thing now when next time, you go to difficulty I need you to express joy, not depression. I need for you to learn the joy of difficulty. Difficulty brings benefits and through being joyful about difficulty. You are opening up your attitudes and becoming more beneficial to yourself and to your goals. So, next time, difficulty that’s just like, get off on a tangent. All right, now in some cultures when someone dies, they celebrate death! They don’t feel sorrowful to death. They feel joyful for the death because the individual has escaped, has opened itself up to a new experience. So, it’s wonderful, it’s marvelous, it’s full of exuberance. That’s what you need to do with difficulty. Difficulty brings joy. You may not think so. You say well alright. I’m in a different situation. I’m, going to starve to death, only if you believe you’re going to starve to death because you are not because if you find joy in difficulty, then difficulty is going to open up avenues to bring you joy. Because you need to bring joy to difficulty for difficulty brings joy

ROBERT: to you.

JONATHAN: It’s everything flows both ways. But you need to open up the avenue first. For by bringing joy to difficulty, difficult to going to bring joy to you. And this why your goals are going to open up. Now let’s take the same scenario. But we’ll do it with depression. All right, you have difficulty? What happens when you’re depressed? Well, joy is an expression, an eternal expression, when you feel exuberant, you’re flowing energy. You’re spotting out all your juices. Okay, what is depression? Contraction stricture, internal? What’s the word? Well, internal strictures. It’s pushing everything inside, did not give it anything, you retract and everything depression is like you are a bag. And all of a sudden, all the air is withdrawn from the bag, and that is depression. And what does depression do? It doesn’t flow, it contracts. And when something contracts, it can generate the energy. And that’s all depression does, it is the contracts and the only you can get over depression. If you start to let a little air and so, the energy starts to flow more and more. And so that you can have joy. What now we look at joy, when you see the word joy, what do you, see? You see a smile, joy, a smile. You see if you see a cloud of joy. You see gaiety, you see a cloud of joy. You see gaiety, you see the word joy, joy, joy. Joy, A “J” with a smile. You know, it’s, it’s joyful, is wonderful. We have to know what joy and joy in ourselves because even in difficulty are even in spite of difficulty, we have to search for joy. Joy is the most benevolent, ask is to find pleasure in ourselves, that little Sun, the torch, let her brighten up, let it float. The sun is very joyful, is very exuberant smiling. See that? Everything you see the joy in everything you do? Not depressed, don’t have contraction, be totally in tuned with the essence of joy. For joy is the essence. Let’s say like when you look at your sock bear, right? Let’s assume the sun. The sun is comprised of gases and joy is the spiritual gasses of the exuberance, the flowing nature. The one that shouts for joy is important. And the most joyful person is the person that is in tune with itself. So, in tune with the energies of itself, it just has it just make it flow. and the more joyful you are, the more joy you bring to others and the more joy that you generate upon yourself. So, one has to understand the importance for joy. Now to cover all bases, all right. Now when you look upon you and you say to yourself, well, I’m trying to accomplish a certain thing. And you say to yourself, not. myself yourself.

ROBERT: We’re all one!

JONATHAN: But you have to climb the ladder. Now, we say to ourselves, this is my goal. I want to go from here to there. Now in your own aspects, you need to approach this point from that point. So that’s your goal. Now you need to accomplish that goal. And there are three aspects you need to know to accomplish the goal. Number one is first of all, you have to have the knowledge because if the goal doesn’t exist if you don’t know the knowledge first of all to accomplish the goal. What is desire? Back to basic beliefs because if you don’t believe you don’t accomplish the goal and there’s no sense to have a desire. If you don’t believe, so for our purposes, belief and desire. Okay, third aspect is the act of possession. No, No, I am wrong, the act of actualization of the goal or actualization of desire, that becomes the goal. Okay? Now we have to actualize it. Now we all know belief, problem with belief right away. Agree with me there? We have a problem with belief,

ROBERT: Well, we did have a problem with belief, right

JONATHAN: We did have a problem with belief, so number one: we have belief problem, right? I’m trying to explain the difficulty, okay? All right we know that actualization is forthcoming, already has come. When we talk about actualization is forthcoming already has partially come. When we talk about actualization, we’re talking about a process we’re not talking about. I mean, you don’t just sit down one day over the table and say, oh! I’m going to actualize today and say I decide to actualize it no processes, It’s a constant process of going through the whole energization goal because without energy, nothing exists. Everything is comprised of energy. But you can’t energize something unless you believe that first. So, belief is always first but before belief is knowledge, so, you have to know it, now if I say to you, this is a goal. I told you about this goal so, you have knowledge, it may not be firsthand knowledge but it’s knowledge. But you may not accept my point of view. So, you may have to find out for yourself. Okay, so you find out through a series of events, and say it could be and another event happens to confirm it. And nothing happens, so you can confirm the knowledge. Finally, you kept the knowledge, not overnight maybe a few years, Yeah, you got the knowledge, maybe a few weeks but it depends on what type of goal you want. Then you need to believe that you can do it. A lot of people don’t have a belief system adequate enough for various reasons, psychological etc. and sometimes not wanting it in the first place. So, we get rid of it then we actualize it which can take time to actualize it also. Finally, we have the realization of the goal. So, we realize the goal we have finally, completely actualized it, not 20%, 80% but 100% of actualization, then we have realization. So, we have gone through this process in order to accomplish a goal, and we reached a goal is that you know, this goal is fine, it is a good goal. But at the same token I just don’t feel it’s a good goal. You know it doesn’t give me the ultimate satisfaction so what I do is that I said you know, goal, you are a nice goal but I’m going to have to leave you now because I see this, I have a goal, about four yards high over there. So, I want that goal. So, you stay in my pack. And we’re going to go to that goal. So, we started off again, what do we do? Go through the same process, knowledge that I have knowledge, so I want more knowledge about it, I see some that looks attractive, but I have to make sure I really want that. So, I go through the processes of knowing, finding out that knowledge that says yes, that’s what I want. Then I have to go into my belief system and then I go to the actualization and realization, same process, keep doing that, keep building blocks, we keep creating a staircase at each point, which constantly changes goals. Now, what would happen if we didn’t change our goals and became stagnated? What would happen to our energy? Now is that creative? We are a creative people. So, we have to go through this aspect of constantly creating. Being in touch with us. So, now we saw the way difficulty is in place, sometimes difficulty what’s goal? What do you think difficulty?

ROBERT: Because thevre really not a good thing for us, or we’re not ready for it.

JONATHAN: Basically, this is because you have to learn about the goal.

ROBERT: And sometimes difficulty protects us from getting the goal.

JONATHAN: Sometimes the goal or not what you really need, and the goal maybe detrimental thing, and difficulty may prevent you to getting the goal so that you can get the proper goal because sometimes you don’t know what’s best for you. Materialization of the line you can’t upset the big boys! Okay, now as we know, first of all, the goals are important for our existence. We know what difficulties are important. Goals are important. And then what we are going to say what’s most important, that is something you are going to figure out. What are we talking about? We are talking about development, of being touch with ourselves of being more in tune with our own energy. We’re talking about the flow of understanding and how do attempt to gain knowledge about process and everything we learn about ourselves. We open another avenue, and each avenue has its own position. And as we thought we have to go through the process of everything we learn we don’t totally get satisfied. We can just say what is dissatisfied? Is that not a difficulty? Because you are not satisfied. Something lacking! What is difficulty? Difficulty does not need to belie be painful., Difficulty may not have been satisfied now if you are satisfied what would happen, it’s something to die for? So, satisfaction is an important thing. It’s just one of the many difficulties we have. Because if we satisfy, we will do anything. Can you image if everyone was satisfied, what would run. Everyone would sit around drinking beer and they’re smoking joints. And nothing would get done and all falls to pieces. Dissatisfaction is important because dissatisfaction stimulates you to be concerned and it causes you to do things. Because if you don’t do things that energy doesn’t flow, what happens? First of all, you can’t reach that point because we can’t let the energy stop. Because the energy has to have constant life cycle. And if everyone decided to stop at that point, the problem no matter what? Now what is his leading up to? What are we trying to do here? Okay? What we’re trying to do is really define why we’re here. What is life? What are we here for? I mean we go through all this difficulty, we go through all these goals, and we try to evolve ourselves to be satisfied, but every time we’re satisfied, we’re dissatisfied. What are we doing? What do you call this process? But we don’t handle it. We’re just trying to spin our wheels trying to be something that we’re not on. Not at that point anyway. The point is what are we doing? One Word? What is life? We’re in a creative process. We are being creative. We are being godlike because we are creating all that little stuff inside of you. All those wheels turning, I mean they’re doing something, theVre creating thoughts. Every little thing we do is in the creative process, this is why we create things to experience. Now why do we experience things? We experience things to gain knowledge? Why do we gain knowledge? To experience things more? Why do we have this thirst for? Okay, knowing oneself first of all you have to know and accept who you are. And you rationalize who you are, and you rationalize where you are. I am this person centered at the set of beliefs, systems, and et cetera, et cetera. And you go through all your creative processes trying to justify who you are and pump up the ego and I am this and this, it is a good experience. It’s a good thing to understand, to know the more you know about yourself, and the less you know about yourself because the more you about yourself there are things that you don’t know. In other words, you had an experience alright. Let’s take for instance that we’re on this plane and this little plane is devoid of everything. It’s just an empty space and we have only you and now you are on the plane. Can you justify who you are? Can you justify your existence? Then you justify what the plane is doing here. So little by little you create this plane and you put it into the sky. So, you created support, and your experience the plane and you experience the whole plane. And you know what it is to be a mountain, you know what it is to a sky, you know all these things but is that satisfied? So, what do you do, you create another plane, and you work on the other plane and create that is satisfying to create. And you are constantly creating, what are you searching for? Because you’re trying to get back to original point. And you discover that you are not the only one. You’re just one of many, many other aspects doing the same thing and we are all interconnected. We are all connected back to the original point. So, what does this say? We’re all gods, gods of God because the original spark generated the creative process, and that original spark keeps generating and generating. You’re constantly trying to find more, more about yourself. And by knowing yourself you seek out that prime force of creative thought is though you will never find out.is not that you’ll ever find out. But the idea is that you’re searching for it because every time you create something you are propagating yourself. Because you have more energy, and you are developing more and more you have the greater you know. And it’s more and more important to experience the situation then not to because by experiencing the situation, you can understand the whole situation. For instance, I am going to experience myself as a candle. I’m going to know what it is to be candle. I am going to know what it is too burn like a candle. I’m going to know what it is to melt. I’m going to know what it is to feel heat, I am going to know what it is to feel the cool glass, I’m going to know how the candle experiences its totality. I am going to know the life of the candle. And what does this do for me? If I observed it in any way, could I experience everything in totality. Because totality is constantly Therefore, as you learn about yourself, you are constantly changing. And the more you change the way you learn and the more you learn, the more you change. So, it’s a constant revolution inside of yourself. But it is important to express yourself just as it is important to know what it is to be a candle unless I express it or any other object. I need to experience and then I can say to myself, I have complete knowledge of that, I really understand what it is to be a plant, I really understand what it is to be a cat. As I have experienced all that. If I didn’t experience it, I wouldn’t have the knowledge and how can I tell myself that I am in totality? I don’t have the knowledge. So, I need the knowledge. The hanging because you are constantly changing, and totality and you are one. knowledge is only through experience. Without experience you cannot know the need to have experience. And that is why we do the screening process to search for ourselves, be one with ourselves. Now, what does all this mean to us. What are we talking about here? You, we will talk about you and know and search for you to understand the difficulties, you understand to go, if you understand the total aspects, what you want supposedly in totality. But in your perception, possibly you think you have understood the totality of your perception

ROBERT: I didn’t Tell you that!

JONATHAN: Okay, Now, but as your perception changes, so will you change So, every minute your perception changes and your goals have changed, and your life is changing, and your feelings change and your whole being is changing. It’s a joyful thing to be. Now, when you look at yourself and you say, I didn’t accomplish this and that’s not the point, how are you feeling about your accomplishments, you say I need to do this, this is true you need to do this, this is first of all true you need to do this, you need to accomplish your goals. So, you need to be satisfied. So, in turn by being satisfied, you can become dissatisfied, right? That’s the whole point, my goal is to be satisfied, so you don’t look dissatisfied with getting the book published. But through faith, it’s the same cycle. But you have to do it in a joyful manner. Because with joy and exuberance and understanding you can have a flow that’s unstoppable. Now, if we are an energy flow and we look at this energy flow, it’s like an amoeba. It’s not very easy, as it not very good. It has no joy at all. It’s very slow. I’m not criticizing but we’re just trying to make a correlation. O, the amoeba is gone, the energy is very slow, has a lot of difficulty just plodding along. This is case one. Case two, that we see something a little bit moderate, we see a snake. Now the snake lets us know that it has more energy, and it slips and slides and has more flow to it. Now, the wind testing goes faster and goes any direction it wants, one has no need to be visible. But it can be felt. We have three examples which one are you? Which one do you want to be amoeba, snake, or the wind. To be the wind first you have to be the leader. Then you become the snake, then you can become the wind. But you can’t become them all at one time. You have to experience each of these elements because it is a part of you. Because it is beneficial to be the leader, it mayo not be fastest. But you have learned by being neither of all of the difficulties you can overcome because you have learned to overcome difficulty. The snake, now you became the snake, you know how to overcome difficulties because you made a mistake as a protozoan and slip and slide. It has no control, it’s bumping into everything because it is slippery but with its state of propulsion by using its slipperiness, this difficulty to accomplish its goals. Now with the basis of the experiences of the amoeba and the difficulty of the snake. Now, if we have an energy flow and we look at this energy flow, it’s like an amoeba. It’s not very, it’s not very good. It has no joy in it at all. It’s very slow, I’m not criticizing but just trying to make a correlation. So, the amoeba is gone, the energy is very slow. It has a lot of difficulty just plodding along. This is case one. Case number two is that we see something a little more moderate, we see a snake. Now the snake lets us know that they have more energy, and it slips and slides and has more flow to it. Now the wind testing going faster and goes in any direction and has no need to be visible. But it can be felt. We have three examples, which one does you want to be the winner and the snake be the leader. Then, if you make a mistake, than become that you can’t become a darling. Have experiencing even of these elements for each element is part of because it is beneficial to be the leader. may not be the fastest. But you have learned by being neither of all the difficulties you can overcome. Because you learn to overcome difficult snake. Now you become this thing you know how to overcome difficulties because you will make a mistake as a problem and still slip this too. It has no control, it’s bumping into everything because it is slipping this, it uses its difficulty to accommodate this goal within the basis of the experience of the difficulties of the amoeba and the difficulty, combativeness of the snake. Because it can do many things it can express itself, it can blow in many different ways in many, many different expressions at the same time many, many different directions at the same time if you’re here it has all becomes difficult, not that it doesn’t have other difficulties but it it’s overcome its difficulties as learned as the me because I’ve discovered difficulty in overcoming it learn the procedure for the snake how to be slippery about it and move in any direction that wants to learn how to be invisible. So, you can do many things, accomplish many goals because it goes through a certain process to express itself, so we need to be that way. So, first of all, prodding along, willing and then we go and learn how to slip from, difficulties, we become the snake and we slowly learn how to become so it’s all a process to go through to accomplish your goal. When you look at your life don’t look at it as something detrimental. Look at it as a process you need to go through in order to accomplish your goal is really important for you not to look at joy for the process that is a joyful process, you need to bring joy to it. It’s a wonderful process, it’s a learning experience, it’s joyful beneficial experience. Satisfying a little bit, I think you’d have some stuff.

ROBERT: Would you like some tea?

JONATHAN: Alright, make some more and now let’s us sign up and I don’t mean that as a detriment because I know you’re excited with the use of volunteers, just one little, one little.

ROBERT: Whatever you want to say is great!

JONATHAN: The previous discussion is more important than you realize now by that what I am saying.

ROBERT: Whatever you want to say is great.

JONATHAN: What I am saying is understand what has been said and it will blossom into more understanding of yourself and others and so what I want you to do is reserve judgement until one company revaluates joy that stimulates growth. I will leave it at that! The tape does not lie, Okay! Now, let’s get on with your replication. NOTE: This discussion is continued with SESSION #90 Questions and Answers