SESSION 96B April 19, 1992

JONATHAN: I need to do your mother thing because it’s important. I feel a sense of urgency alright, would you give me a few minutes. Sure 0K! All Right! Let see what I’m sensing here is the turmoil and the sort of negativity that’s involved in all this. All right Changes! And what we need to understand is the need of letting go though there is a strong resistance to letting go, and a lot of times turmoil and shall we say resistance exist, because we are not really on the pathway that is there. But we sort of resist it because we are afraid of going along the pathway. And we need to get rid of this old stuff. What I am sensing here is you need to see clarity; the paths are opening up. But one is holding on to old stuff and try not see the clarity of the way you need to go and what you need to do. And I am not saying it is a physical thing, but more of letting go. On a spiritual level or on an emotional level, or on a physical level you need to let go because you need to look at yourself and see through the garments. What you need to understand is yourself. And what I am sensing here I see the scene and the scene that I see is the scene I see these women, clothed from head to toe and with cloths all around them. And they are mulling around and mulling in a circle, and they have disorganization because they don’t know each other and are confused and just fall into the herd and go into a circle and are not accomplishing anything around. And what I am sensing is I see this scene and they clothed these cloths around them and then mulling around in a circle, they have such disorganization because each one of them doesn’t know the others, it’s like falling into this herd thing and they just go into a circle and are not accomplishing anything, and they’re just making tracks and are not doing anything. This is the same concept just mulling around you’re trying to do, going too fast and in the wrong direction and you pull this way you pull the lever that way and you go that way, and you don’t really understand where you are going. What we need to do is calm down, sit down and relax. Slowly understand yourself, sit down and relax. Slowly relax. Slowly understand yourself, sit down and slowly understand what is bothering you. Why do you feel this energy, why do you feel this negativity? Let go! Why do you feel this negativity, let it go! If she is bothering you, let her go, if you don’t feel happy let her go! If she is being too immense with your energy, let it go! By that I don’t mean that you need to be not understanding, you need to understand yourself and you need for her to understand herself too. But you need to keep yourself enough not in a resistant way but in a pensive and compassionate way. You need to feel more. You need to understand the turmoil of other people but not take the burdens on yourself. It is really important to calm down and seek out and understand what you need to understand yourself. You need to understand the whole essences of your being. You need to understand what you are, right now. I see an intense amount of silver in your life and there is an immense about of silver, but you don’t see the silver, you see the darkness. You need to look at the silver because the silver is shining brightly, locate the silver, you need to be totally immersed. I see the pain is leaving, the bad is going away and it seems to be so trivial. And the greenery will exist for you. The greenery of the existence of your being and I see the flowering of the greenery and the flowers are plentiful and sometimes and it may bark seems to be blossoming too. Their existence is more benevolent, and the bark seems to be blossoming and the bark seems to understand itself. I see the bees buzzing around the bark and the bees blossoms your life and the bees are like your children and foster your life. It is essential to guide your children. But some of your children do not want advice around this time, So, let it go, let them become what they need to become. Do not hold on to your children or when necessary, your children will be with you to care to understand the essences of your whole existence. I see the oneness of your being, the nature of your being, the oneness that encompasses your being. But remember underneath the flowers and insects and elements of nature, underneath is the bark, from the bark to the light, the bark is the food of the life. You are the food of the life. You are to clarify in the light, you foster the light by letting go, you need to clarify in the light and not holding on the excess baggage and force yourself to become dead weight in the light. And now we shift gears: